Welcome to my escape. My name is Madii and I’m fifteen years old. I’m clinically insane and I spend a majority of my time smoking and writing down my thoughts. If I’ve met you before, chances are I’ve written about you. Life is my religion, depression’s my mum, and Satan is my bestest friend. I always hide the truth in plain sight but you should never believe a single word I say. I used to be so fragile but now I’m so wild.Tumblr (3.0; @aclockworkexistence)http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c290ea708580d87f37e31030e3abd83a/tumblr_ml94whJzcY1r3bjqzo1_250.png"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649795673http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649795673Fri, 17 May 2013 09:12:05 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://odgehog.tumblr.com/post/46954564048/sherlockedforwho-taintedhumor-this-is-my">odgehog</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sherlockedforwho.tumblr.com/post/41835614012/taintedhumor-this-is-my-blogging-face-i">sherlockedforwho</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://taintedhumor.tumblr.com/post/23419027346/this-is-my-blogging-face">taintedhumor</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>this is my blogging face</p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4bt5vz0eY1qj4a16.jpg"/></p> </blockquote> <p>I literally had to stop and smile because this was exactly what my face looked like</p> </blockquote> <p>I like how we all reblog this knowing that we have to physically <em>stop everything </em>to smile.</p> </blockquote>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649743237http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649743237Fri, 17 May 2013 09:10:46 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/223891db74987cd35a11b2553e8aef49/tumblr_mklfhv8lz01riaylro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649690559http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649690559Fri, 17 May 2013 09:09:25 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6b8346bd219a59aeb67dec24638a3f07/tumblr_mmxvf5lFWQ1rcqdieo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649679827http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649679827Fri, 17 May 2013 09:09:10 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m12la1kR3n1r7axm2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649655949http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649655949Fri, 17 May 2013 09:08:35 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/70025ef5d47336a0da6467654c1b5be1/tumblr_mlfw0uT7VN1qgjjxto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://bakernd120.tumblr.com/post/48837626232/808sknocking-teenag3-dreams-hey-chill-bro">bakernd120</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://808sknocking.tumblr.com/post/48739531726/teenag3-dreams-hey-chill-bro-holy-fucking">808sknocking</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://teenag3-dreams.tumblr.com/post/48713941318/hey-chill-bro-holy-fucking-fuck-o-o-swish">teenag3-dreams</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hey-chill-bro.tumblr.com/post/48642779926/holy-fucking-fuck-o-o">hey-chill-bro</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>holy fucking fuck o.o</p> </blockquote> <p>Swish</p> </blockquote> <p>DAMNN…</p> </blockquote> <p>wow…totally worth reading…</p> </blockquote>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649600683http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649600683Fri, 17 May 2013 09:07:13 -0400The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.<br /> <br /> Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696<br /> <br /> Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433<br /> <br /> LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255<br /> <br /> Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386<br /> <br /> Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743<br /> <br /> Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438<br /> <br /> Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673<br /> Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272<br /> <br /> Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000<br /> <br /> Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253<br /> <br /> Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453<br /> UK Helplines:<br /> <br /> Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org<br /> <br /> Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111<br /> <br /> Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk<br /> <br /> Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk<br /> <br /> b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk<br /> <br /> b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)<br /> <br /> Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk<br /> <br /> Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600<br /> <br /> Drinkline: 0800 9178282<br /> <br /> Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk<br /> <br /> Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight<br /> <br /> http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649564497http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50649564497Fri, 17 May 2013 09:06:16 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ux97bAMU1r6vdmco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627643538http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627643538Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:40 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcbmxtTWLo1rg0n7wo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627636351http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627636351Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a6901603d21c6a7a1e6b9408b1655bae/tumblr_mlx5funeTQ1rgaftto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627632721http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627632721Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/20cb8fdd0a32669bec598515c6e058bb/tumblr_mlq5gtzkFn1s9iw6xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627625428http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627625428Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:25 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3011c36b407abd054cddc368b4a92db5/tumblr_mmmw7oamtr1rhk2kyo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://skin-and-beautiful-bones.tumblr.com/post/50161055307/11th-may-2013-97-looking-fatter-than-ever">skin-and-beautiful-bones</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>11th May 2013 - 97.<br/><br/>Looking fatter than ever.</p> </blockquote>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627621467http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627621467Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:22 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/46f0ef7bd6a2deca1da341bd17264715/tumblr_mf1sobejXl1re6ar6o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627618911http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627618911Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:19 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb6p6yK0Vh1qfdwsio1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627615257http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627615257Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:16 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbqluu3A9W1ri8873o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627609606http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627609606Thu, 16 May 2013 23:17:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c0b835b728c6d3b0d75d935412f03e80/tumblr_mjbev5twid1rvsgaro1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nighttimesilence.tumblr.com/post/45252168287/this-is-my-life-right-now">nighttimesilence</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>THIS IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.</p> </blockquote>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627581410http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627581410Thu, 16 May 2013 23:16:48 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4404ab6ae6b43b50e10eb90747cec78d/tumblr_mh9q6vjLH71rijbg1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627422821http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627422821Thu, 16 May 2013 23:14:35 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md3v9pTgPn1rxnsyqo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://livingf0rthepresent.tumblr.com/post/50392199174/malnourish-d-i-have-all-of-them-myself-so-of">livingf0rthepresent</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://malnourish-d.tumblr.com/post/49765495043/i-have-all-of-them-myself-so-of-course">malnourish-d</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I have all of them myself, so of course.</p> </blockquote> <p>Same</p> </blockquote>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627403230http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627403230Thu, 16 May 2013 23:14:19 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2zxjbYV3s1qffkwto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627392722http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627392722Thu, 16 May 2013 23:14:11 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4b8382571f42256363b93c94d279073c/tumblr_mfigm1n6iY1qh7ojzo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627387940http://aclockworkexistence.tumblr.com/post/50627387940Thu, 16 May 2013 23:14:07 -0400